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I don’t care what kind of blog I have I will blog this no matter what.

"Craving sensation: feeling unreal" was such a huge part of the beginning of my relapse. I was convinced that people in front of me didn’t even exist and I kept touching things and trying to feel sensation. I’m reblogging because I know that that was so horrifying for me and I never want anyone else to go through it. 

In case someone needs to see this

Just in case this can help someone. Some suggestions also seem harmful (eating a hot pepper really hurts!!!) but steps to feeling better and not self harming is most important. Sending you love and light

"craving sensation:feeling unreal" those were the things I used to cope with my depersonalization

(Source: mentalhealthnostigma)


Here are the rules:
1. The winner will get to choose ONE of any of the books shown above.
2. You must be following me in order to win. It’s in celebration of my followers after all.
3. You can reblog as many times as you want, and liking the post will also increase your chances of winning.
3. The winner winner will have 48 hours to respond once chose or a new winner will be selected.
4. You must be willing to give me your address.

Here is other information:
1. This giveaway is open to all countries.
2. I will be ordering the book of choice from The Book Depository.
3. The giveaway will end on August 2nd, and the winner will be contacted on the same day.

Here are the possible prizes:
Eleanor & Park (Hardback)
Anna and the French Kiss (Hardback)
The Fault in Our Stars (Hardback)
The Book Thief (Paperback)
The Maze Runner (Paperback)
Matched (Hardback)
Divergent (Hardback)
Grave Mercy (Hardback)

Good luck, everyone!

I’m Back

Didn’t have the internet for a while  but its back on now!!!! no computer yet… keeping my fingers crossed it gets replaced soon. using my kindle for now.


currently reading Witch World by Christopher Pike, loving it!!!

trying to dye my hair blonde…. the things you do to make others happy.

My Chemical Romance

I was introduced to this band, by my best friend’s friend. Reading the article about their break up has me feeling numb, sad, and just confused. why are they doing this? I just feel like never listening to music ever again. Bands keep breaking up, changing the line up.  Listening to MCR, I just can’t take this pain. I’m Not Okay, because this is The End…….. So long and goodnight……

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